Wesak Day..

Yesterday, Friday was Wesak Day. Went to Buddhist Society for the ceremony. It was my first and last time going if I go to Perth next year. It was nice and until yesterday only I realised the members are mostly from Civil Engineering. Haha..

Thursday night, because of the reason I was too sleepy, no more idea what to do and wanna back home, I cried for the first time in campus. Hope there's no next time. It was so embarrassing eventhough it's at night and no one around me. However, my eyes was so red and there's one chemical senior saw it. Urgh.. Zzz.. After that, I totally fell asleep and slept until going home.

Argh.. I am getting weird and weirder.. What to do? That's me..

PPE & MTO proj, PSD proj, PPE assignment 4 and lastly TP assignment.. Monday exam, Friday exam.. Assignments due on Thurs and Fri and presentation on Thursday. Urgh..

All the best, Liwen, you can do it~! :)

Bloody hell BANK!!

Damn the workers in the Bank who has been calling me for 2 years! WTH are they? From which bank? How can they ignore what a person told them. Can't they understand ENGLISH? Have to use Chinese when they use English or I use English when they speak Malay to communicate? Why they don't understand what I was talking about?

"You have the wrong number!" or "The person has changed his number!"

Can't they understand this level of English? That's so easy! It's impossible for their English level to be lower than mine!

Ignore the phone call, lots people will say that. However, when you receive one call, they will keep calling NON-STOP!!! There must be a day when I explode and scold them but I wish that day will not be coming as scolding people do hurt myself. I have no need to hurt myself because of this reason. How can there be a person who has no manner to what other people told him/her? Don't they know how to respect one person? They should learn, no, is they MUST!

Whatever it is, just forget forget and forgive, hope I could forget and forgive everything and keep going with what I do. Good luck, Percy, you can do it~!

What a brother.. Zzz..

TJR won in the Imagine Cup 2010 for "The Best Implementation Multipoint" with RM 2,000. Congrats to him! Anyway, I asked him to buy only one type of chocolate from Langkawi and he bought the choco without almonds. Gee..! Mom mentioned: he did buy some other expensive chocolate to treat his friends. o.O bad brother, gonna bully him when back to KL later! Don't care for his victory or anything else.. Don't care don't care. Never leave the best for the family members or me and yet always asking me to treat him KFC or accompanying him to Time Square or any other shopping centers when he's alone. And why did I follow him? Zzz.. Only spend the money on computers and friends. Sigh!! Complain complain everywhere.. Such a messy feeling. Anyway, wish him luck in the next competition together with CY and again congratz to him~

Funny Me

I was so funny today.

I was searching everywhere in my room for my keys in the morning..

Then I gave up searching it and went off to campus..

However, when I reached campus, I found out that the thing which made me feel so nervous in the morning was inside my pocket!

Woah! I had been searching for it for few minutes and it was inside my pocket!

Zzz.. How confusing and unfocused I was.. LOL

Can't believe myself for doing so!! LOL..

I was really funny!!

As a Leader

Leader, what is a leader? The person who lead a team or group?

Who is a leader? Who should be one?

For me, a leader should be someone:

1. Responsible

2. Smart

3. Good communication skill

4. Good time management

5. Diligent

However, I have none of the skill mentioned but why I am still being assigned as a leader?

Geez! I don't really like being a leader after all, have to think where, when to meeting and what to do during meeting. Sigh, why do I need to think of those things? I have no idea at all! Not really hate it, just don't like to be one..

I love being someone who always help at the back stage, but still there are times where I disappointed my team members. Argh..!! I don't like being a leader as well as a disappointed member.. Start changing my habit now? Will it be in time? Hope so.. But don't think so after delaying the work for Luwee for weeks.. Will she be angry, sad, or even depress with me?

Gotta be busy for few weeks but will still visit here often, my lovely blog~

Starting to Hate Myself

Although I was once hated myself so deeply, now I think I hate myself even more.

Couldn't finish my task on time and, keep delaying it.

Argh..!! Sigh....!!

I really don't like doing research, Humph...

So sad so sad, and all mid term results are like, 'what I have been doing?' o.O

Should start focusing on study, focus 100%.. o.O

All the best to myself and hope there will be no result lesser than 75 this year~ =) Good luck~!

Unpredictable Results..

12 May, Wednesday.. Today is Zing Tien's Birthday~ Wish her Happy Birthday again here~ Cooked the sweet potatoes soup for her.. Hmm, I'm not sure whether will that taste nice for her or not but to be frank, I hope she will feel a bit better after the incident of her sister. That's why, cook sweet sweet soup for her.. ^^

No idea why I am so sleepy today until I couldn't receive what lecturers have taught. So sleeepy~~

As informed by lecturer, this week is already week 10 (actually week 9) and I still have 3 projects waiting to be done. Hmm, MTO & PPE combined project, TP assignment, and PSD project. Woah, how to finish them in just 2 weeks left? And test for certain subjects are coming too~ How to manage my time? I need time to rest! I couldn't focus on study in a short period of time!! What to do??!!

Today, got back my MTO test 1 result, only 27/50 which is fail for me. Sigh, I wonder, if MTO test is this low mark, what will be my result for PPE and TP? Gotta be very ugly.. Urgh.. How? I don't want my CWA to be lower and lower.. However, I also don't want to study!! Argh..!! Hate it hate it!! We were born to study but yet, I don't wish to study. Why was I born? Sigh? Don't sigh, have to smile, laugh as "happy go lucky"~ ^^

3 projects to be done by next 2 weeks if possible~ My PSD, please let me go through you safely~ Thanks and Love all these subjects~ Seriously, love everyone and everything~

Gotta focus now~ All the best to me~ =)

A Great Day

Friday, 7 May 2010, is really a great day to me although there is some minor problem happened in the morning which is about the MTO and PPE combine project meeting. It's really hard to be a leader. I hate being one though, I prefer being a person who always help people at the back. When organizing a meeting when there's no need and wasting the time to go to campus, I am seriously a failure. Don't care..

Afternoon, went to the Buddhist Society for the Metta Sharing. It's more like meditation. That's the main point, I have wanting to learn at least how to do meditation because I need it to calm myself and relaxing. Thank you my mentor and Luwee for that teaching and learning. I really enjoyed it and learn something new about Buddhist.

Went to PC fair in indoor stadium in Miri and bought a new Sensonic ear phone in blue colour, that's so nice!! XD Ate Sushi King and Korean food that day and waste almost RM200 in just a day! Wow!!

Really enjoy this day! I don't want to think about what I've done wrong or whatever but I seriously need to learn to be responsible! Learn to relax and be calm..

Great day ahead.. =)

Feeling uneasy

Until now only I realise, I did not learn anything from the place or person I should learnt from. I was like, learning from the beginning only before the exam is near. Hmph.. Although I know that there's a lot people outside thinking me as a lazy person of stupid and not willing to group with me. Well, maybe that's just what I thought. I have always asking what others think of me and since most of them are my close friends, they can't even tell the truth.

Sigh? Don't sigh~

I still have a long way to go.. I should now changing the way of my life and my habits. All have to be changed. However, I have no idea why I am so lazy to change or is it I am just finding excuses to run away from changing myself? Maybe..

What should I do????

Good Day~

Hmm, I have no idea what day is today but the date is 5 May 2010 where 05 + 05 = 10. Haha.. I keep laughing today and have no idea why. It must be a good day for me to laugh non-stop.. XD

Morning, MS lecture was only half and hour. Then were the TP lecture, ESD tutorial, MTO lecture and MS tutorial. The most interesting part today is during the ESD tutorial. It's the presentation time. There are 9 groups in this tutorial time and each of us explained on our task 1 and task 2. Well, the title discussed is as below:

1. Thermal desalination

2. Hydro power and Solar power (Renewable energy)

3. Biomass & biofuel

4. Carbon capture & storage (CCS)

5. Plastic bag vs paper bag

6. Fossil fuel & biomass

7. Biogas & biodiesel (Renewable energy)

8. Biofuel vs fossil fuel

9. Nuclear power & Uranium mining

All the topics are so interesting but I don't really like these kind of articles even though I am a chemical engineering student. However, there will be times for me to do research on all of these.

About the presentation, my group weren't prepared well and I don't even have the speech and only read through the slides which is really not good at all. Marks might be very low due to my performance. And, my presentation was last week. I totally relieved and forgot about it after it finished. Today, mostly are the seniors who presented and they are so well-prepared where I could learn from them but I choose not to. They might have their way or doing presentation and so do I. Anyway, there's a group wearing formal today. Haha! They looked so smart in those clothes. XD I really love to see people wearing formal especially guys. They really look smart and handsome in doing so just like my brother. Haha.. Miss my family members!

Have to rush the ESD task 2 by tonight and hopefully can finish it by tomorrow. Not hopefully but a must~ All the best~~!! =)

New Day~

Finished and handed in the PSD Assignment 2 on Monday (yesterday), and went to the karate class at 7.30pm at night. I was so tired that I fell asleep at 11pm last night and had done nothing about my assignment as I planned. Thus, I have slept for a total of 8 hours along with my alarm started snoozing from 4.00am. I am so sad for myself for doing nothing at all. There'll be 2 assignments due on Thursday and Friday each and yet I haven't finished the Friday's.

What have I done during last weekend, I kept on asking myself and I got no answer. Maybe played too much? Watched too much of variety show? It can't be! I just started to download the korean variety show on Sunday or even Monday's afternoon. I might have been reading something unrelated to my studies again. Sigh.. I have to keep up with my study now but still, I am like, "what am I doing all day long" or "what have I done in this week/semester?". These really tiring..

ESD task 2, MS group report, PSD project, TP project, PPE & MTO combined project... Sigh sigh sigh.. I thought I will never have any worry for my assignments and project but now, I seriously worry about them cause they are all involving group work. Don't care first, I always telling myself but now I can't! I have responsible to do my own work! I have to grow up and have responsibility. I am not a child always. So, that all for today's.

Anyway, wanna update something here about the Curtin's cafeteria.

There's a new stall opening soon in cafe and it's from the stall outside which is...

Haha.. Hope all the student & staff will be enjoying the food~ XD