Two University

Went to two uni in the same week after back from Miri. First, UPM, MAEPS (MAHA 2010); Second: UiTM (NACES 2010).

MAHA 2010
MAEPS, really a big places. There are five halls for the exhibition. This event was fun, can learn a lot of things related to plants and animals. Saw a lot of things with new technology and a lot of things which are available in daily life but could not recognize what those are.

This was one of the cute buses which gave a tour to the visitors

Below are the photos taken, mostly fruit.. Yum yum~~

Kerapu fish

Sea-horse

Cute Chicks

Cempedak ke? Nangka?

Chilies

I remembered that there were also truck for KFC, Pizza Hut and one more forgot..

Naces 2010
This event was fun too, mostly during Saturday morning and evening only. Don't want to talk too much on it, not really much memory on it but cool experience.

And below is a picture I really love to show to everyone to show that, this venue was UiTM, a Government university and yet, there are these thing happen, a rubbish mountain.

A rubbish mountain just outside the classroom

How high the mountain is. Eventhough it's government uni, nothing is done and the people in that uni can say nothing and left them there to show the other people how the uni looks like during a tour. So do not wish too much that the government in this country will provide good service to the nation unless there is any event stated with a word "INTERNATIONAL".

Industrial Training

I am going to start my industrial training tomorrow (26 November 2010). I so excited and do not know what I could do. Hopefully I could give a good impression to that company.

This is my working hours:
Monday - Friday: 8am - 5pm
Saturday: 8am - 1pm

Six days of working day. I must enjoy! Wish me luck~! ^^

Food.. Hungry~!

Woah, cooked a big bowl of porridge this morning, unable to finish it for lunch. Thought can have it for dinner even though the porridge left was too many. However still, have to save it for tomorrow because ate dinner outside. Ate pork today, the pork was nice but I still miss the Bak Kut Teh's pork in Klang, and dad's dishes. Yum yum.. After that dinner, not enough because seem too little for me. Thus, ate NIPS (nuts and grapes) Yum yum.. Still not enough, drink water and now my stomach is full of water. I still have a bun to finish. Waiting my stomach to be empty to finish the bun. Yay~! Study and research time~ ! 

Good luck and all the best~!

Things That I Learn

I learnt a lots of things in two days time. Really thanks for my friend (Lu Wee) for letting me know so many important things. She kept on mentioned that she seldom tells people about what she told me. I was really lucky for knowing her. Also, lecturers' (Ms. Tan and Mr. Agus) advice in other part of life.

Lesson
- communication skill (something that is really important in the society)
- put hand a side when talking to show more confident (rubbing hands means releasing the nervousness to the hand)
- try to sit still and not moving front or back
- speak out a suggesting in a polite way
- don't scare of any failure (this is my largest weakness)
- straight to the point ( I have been always talking in an indirect way because do not know how to communicate)
- if possible, find a job to improve communication skill
- no need to scare to be scolded, the more you get scolded, the more you grow
- be a good listener
- acknowledge the person to be talked with
- don't laugh when speaking (well, I think this only apply when I am talking with her)
- getting scold is good for the future
- try to be ambitious and not being a normal person
- be active, not passive

Advice when doing the industrial training
- be active, ask them to see what you can do and not sit there and wait
- speak out whatever you want to say, if he/she a senior, acknowledge him/her and tell them what you think
- try to talk more in English
- give ideas in discussion and not listen to it only, the person will think that you might not be thinking or joining in the discussion
- when working in team, give the leader knows what you progress is and not waiting him/her to ask

Presentation
- practice more before present because there is no flow (reason: I stuck too much)
- speak louder to show more confident
- hands to be put in front and not swinging it after showing something in the slides using hand

Report writing
Abstract/Summary
- a brief introduction / a synopsis of your report
- methodology
- results
- short and simple but sharp
- For experiment report:
   - what are you going to do?
   - why you do it?
   - how you do it?
   - what to expect (pre-lab)
   - result and brief conclusion (report)


Literature review/Theory/Introduction
- the general, the fact of the experiment
- grammar & vocabulary
- do not use: There's; 9 experiments; use: There is; Nine experiments


Objective
- match objective in discussion
- related with the theory from literature review
- should be stated in conclusion with the result obtained


Comparison
- the value between calculation and simulation
- more detailed comparison and discussion using theory (if possible) e.g. maintenance fee


Recommendation
- give idea which has not been done and not what have done


General
- no "I", "we", "you", "they" in any report
- figure labelled below; table labelled above
- provide a good abstract (reason: busy person does not have time to read the whole report, therefore reading the abstract give a good picture for them and attract them to read the whole report
- allow appropriate referencing
- follow the report writing guidelines
- proof - read report before submission
- write everything down when there is any idea (can copy and paste directly into the report in later time)
- have good strategy to communicate with the supervisor

Final Year Project
- start doing it during industrial training
- research proposal writing = initial writing
- is a dynamic project -> open-ended case studies
- what they expect us to do
- supervisor (mentor/friend/partner) of discussion, can ask for feedback
- an independent and creative work
- time management: do more in first semester because there is design project in second semester and not to focus in design project only
- DP, FYP--> BALANCE
- if there is any progress, ask for feedback from supervisor
- make appointment or find the supervisor during his/her consultation hours

Random
- the world is full of evil person (well for me, it's just some of the nations)
- do not worry too much on natural disaster e.g. earthquake (well, I could not help myself sometime)
- the sky is so nice and peaceful (I wish to see UFO *dreaming*)
- I talked in an indirect way (I will try to change it)
- Luwee told me sometime in this year: I know you have potential, just that you lack of communication skill and scare to speak up your idea and therefore always stay in silent mode during discussion (thanks for telling me that I have potential, I am just too scare to step out the first step)
- Luwee: I want to see how you adapt to the cultural of the people from other country (I will try my best, I can adapt a place very well, just that I am too quiet
- Sensei Ngui: you can perform the kata well mah, just need more power (the truth is, I have no idea to how to use the power and even if I know, I could not fully utilise it)
- Sensei Ting: you shy ah? I "piak" you (>.<, Sensei, even if you want to hit me, my shyness will not go away immediately also T.T)
- Dr. Ujjal: Don't be so quiet, talk more just like your friends did. You know? In Australia, there is a class for communication skill. In that class, the students are required to speak out what they have done in their daily life. By talking about it, your communication skill can be improved. (I will try to find a person to speak more then)

Hungry

What's the reason for being so hungry recently? Hmm, I wonder what happen to my stomach? It's like hungry all the time recently. I eat my lunch and dinner on time but skip my breakfast most of the time. And I eat enough meal a day. Hmm, is it normal or something really goes wrong in my body.. >< *scare*

Inter-dojo Karate Competition in Curtin

Today is the karate inter-dojo competition, hold in recreation hall. Lots of problems arose during the preparation for the event. However, all the problems were successfully solved and there was some time delayed.

Talked about last night, I didn't get a good sleep because I was thinking of "what should I do? training the Bassadai or doing the APS project?" I ended up lying on bed sleeping until my alarm clock rang for 10 minutes each after 5am. It's totally exhausted.

Morning, woke up at 6am to do the project with practising the Kata. Keep watching the video of Bassadai but couldn't remember the steps, still. It's quite irritating to be like that, couldn't learn anything even though there was source to refer at. Went to campus at 7.30am. Wow, there were some participants there already. I was seriously so shocked! They were really early. Once reached campus, helped the club to do some preparation. Well, there were some disturbance when doing preparation but were able to overcome after delaying the opening ceremony to 10am something.

First on, Kata competition. I did a lot of practice for the Kata - Bassadai since I had only started to memorize all the steps  on Monday. If someone did not persuade me to learn this, I would be only doing some Kata on my level. I was so nervous during the competition I could say because I had just practice my Kata for about two days. The next one Kumite competition. I did not join for this competition. I was too scared to be hit again, I just couldn't help myself from joining sparring even if I keep on telling myself that just try and no worry. Geez!

In the end, I did not get any medal. Anyhow, I got a chance to watch how a karate competition is hold. It was really cool! I really wasn't thinking about not getting any medal was really sad until Sensei Ting ask if I got any medal. Hmm, I should and must forget about this. Ha! Hopefully..

At night, had dinner at Pizza Hut and played bowling! It was really enjoying going out with the Karate members. Real FUN we had!

Today's health: Morning, skipped breakfast. Thought could save my stomach for lunch but started to have the feeling of vomit. Afternoon, after lunch, totally feel dizzy all the time. No idea what happen. Even at night, after having pizza, my head's keep going in round. Lots of circle in front of me. Hope I could get well after waking in the morning later.. Good night~ Have a nice day ahead~! =)

Curtin Open Day 2010 (18/9/2010)

Today was the Curtin Open Day 2010. However, I always forgot to take pictures whenever the event/day is fun because I try to put all the nice scenery in my memory. Nothing is better than own experience. XD So, I will put everything in words.

Well, starting from last night, prepared the ingredients for today's food. Went to Alia's house with the feeling thought that there would be food to test but in the end, helping out with preparing the marinated ingredients (onion, garlic and ginger). Alia, Ari, Sing Ping and me there, Fairol and Michele were later because they just back from town at about 8pm. We took about 5 hours to clean and cut off the ingredients. I had maggie mee in the middle thanks to Alia with few extra chillies. Yummy yummy. In the end, after finished marinated the chicken, it was already 2 in the morning. *laugh*

Then today, woke up at 7.30am and to campus at almost 9am which was quite late already. Everything was like unprepared at the booth but still in the end, we managed to put something to sell out at 10am. I was helping at the Karate booth, helped to cut/cook the dishes. I went for walk quite lots of times First, before 10 with Luwee for the ice. Then with Shu Ling, all area except business school and recreation hall. After that with Sing Ping to business school and recreation hall.

Bus stop and LT - Nescafe, computer hardware, bookstore/ stationary, exhibition of mechanical's creation item, something relevant to equilibrium, words puzzle, and lots more.
Grass area around the lake - Kite exhibition
Stage on the grass - any events that's going on: Hair show, singing...
Booth behind G1-G2 and grass around the round about - Food of club/ restaurants, promotion (telephone line company like celcom, maxis, newspaper as the Star).
Business school - Charity (Sunflower center, blind center, breast cancer society...
Recreation hall - Pets conner, kids conner (Colouring, air balloons, playground, and competitions)

For our booth, there were still a lots of food hadn't being sold out. So, the most tired person - our miss president keep on calling on people to buy all the food and drinks. And so, our seaweed, tempura, origami, smoothies, bento and the cocktail of fruits were able to sold out. Until then, it was already 5pm. It was really a long day!

I bought, jelly, tangyuan, corn, egg tart, choco cake, cheese cake, drinks, spaghetti, carrot cake..
Next time, I should remember to take care of each member stomach! Felt so guilty when know that someone did not eat anything at all for the whole day. Geez, should have forced that person to eat at least a little. *shake head and sigh* Anyway, experience is always experience, to learn new things. Chill~

After that, went to watch Curtin Idol. Planned to support Zing Tien but have to hear her voice outside the LT in the end. *sigh* Still, I got to go into LT to watch the contest starting from contestant number 4. The contestants' voices were really nice as well. Lucky draw, Mr. and Miss Curtin and Curtin Idols' result were announced at 7.00-7.30pm. Were so shocked with all the result *laugh* especially for Mr. Curtin but still, congratulate them. ^^ Went back home with Sing Ping then.

Anyway, this was the first time for me to helping out in a booth. Haha.. It's really fun! I never know that helping at the back is that fun! Although it's tiring, sharing the moment together at least worth it. Really appreciated that I got a chance to have these fun. LOL..

FW: I wonder

I wonder how many people I know,

really love what they do. How many people just do things for the sake of doing it well and getting it done?

smile when they're really broken inside.

park outside and let all the tears dry up before going in.

keep it all inside and never let it out.

*

How many of these people are strong enough to still wake up the next morning and be fine?

How many of these people are tough enough to not let yesterday's mistakes or words let them down today?

*

I wish you strength because everybody needs some strength sometimes. Some need it all the time.

(Greenby, 2010)

Curry

Today's lunch and dinner, it's the curry chicken with just only one chicken tight. Feels like it's not enough. Haha..

My lovely chicken curry. It tastes nicer after adding milk.. Yummy~

Today was a tired day. Although I didn't do anything much, I was incapable to use any energy from my body, just like there's no energy in my body. Why? I wonder.

10 Sept 2010's Dinner

10 Sept 2010 Dinner.

Before cook, my ingredients:

Carrots and cucumbers

Chicken cubes

Garlic, onion, and toufu

Ginger and corn

Last but not least, the noodles

After having all ingredients to be cooked,

My colourful noodle as dinner

It was a great dinner though, wish that I could have this kind of dinner again soon.

And again, I had a similar dinner. It was fried egg with tomato, a vege "zha cai", toufu, with noodles. Too bad forgot to take a picture of it. However, I am sure that I would be having the same dinner soon, can't forget the taste of the food.. Yummy~ 

Dinner (9 September 2010)

Today, housemate Sing Ping went back her hometown in the morning/afternoon, I'm not sure. However, the thing I was sure is that I would be having few days of peaceful day. Quiet and Peace. Sleep until the time I wanted and eat at anytime I want~

During night, went out with Hui Fen, her nephew, Brandon, Lai Kee and Man Huan with his gf, Tze Fair since I was so lazy to cook the dinner and they invited me. We went to Chicken Buffet opposite the Imperial shopping center. Well, we reached there at 6.45p.m. but we could only had our dinner at 8p.m.. How pity we were, the hungriness. We then went to Imperial for a walk, HF, B and LK had some Tea Egg while I bought my new comic! Then, we went to cyber cafe because one hour was not easy to pass without any plan. LK and B were playing computer games until MH and TF arrived. 

Describing the scene they came into the cyber cafe, it's kind of irritating with when someone said so loudly and laughing when saying it. " Oh, LW, you are reading some kind of 18SX comic again a?" or "LW, you're still reading 18SX comic a?" forgot which phrase. The way of talking was just like teasing a person. Hello, it's in a public, not at home. I knew she did not mean to harm me but come on, if I said something like that in the public with the loud voice, what would she feel, I wonder? I was just letting it go just because she's one of my friend's gf. Anyway, I admit that I do read 18SX comic, it's just normal. 

At last, 8p.m., we were so lucky that they were just cleaning a table for six. When walking to the food section, it's kind of upsetting me, the choices for food were so little. For main dishes, one side was the mixed rice section and the other side was the salad type section. Although it's named Chicken Buffet, the chicken there were just only some fried chicken, there were no steam chicken or roasted chicken. Disappoint. Anyway, I had a great time inside by just sitting there and the food would come automatically. The mashed potato and salad were nice also. I was so full when reached home. Although there's not much choices, I was having great time and satisfaction.

Thank you Hui Fen, Lai Kee, Brandon, Man Huan and Tze Fair for sure a good time and dinner~! Really appreciate it..

New Update~

Really long time no update this blog already. Keep focusing on other things. 

To let it be, I really wish I could but I couldn't! I seriously don't like him or her. When facing that person, really feel like let that person disappear in front of my eyes. Really Irritating! Hate it hate it!! 

New semester seems to be a good semester. There're really lots of things I should care. Feel unfair for what I had in the pass few semester. 

All the best and good luck to me! Really wish that at least I can ignore that person and pass my life peacefully without any accident.

This is rubbish!

Hmm, what I would like to write is that, I don't like the bus outside my house. The drivers have never think about that they are bus driver and not small car drivers. The vibration from the bus into the house is so serious and may make a person into deaf.

This time, the driver is a government department person somemore. They never think that open the engine, sleeping inside the bus, (it is BUS, not CAR!!) would result in air pollution. Geez! Rubbish DBKL! Put the bus at here, all the people don't know go to where and left the driver inside the bus alone. Wonder if is it Hari Raya is coming soon so they have to have enough money to celebrate the festive. Rubbish!! 

This is the rubbish bus, and whenever there are buses, they will park at that place. Never think of other people, you want to park? Yes, you can! And at least switch off the engine! And only open engine again just before the guests are getting into the bus or else, park at another place! The place where they stop is not a parking area also, block the sight of the drivers in the garden.

And this is the plat number of the rubbish bus! WKD 9852!! 

Government = rubbish! Say want to help the Malaysian but yet go to build the rubbish Istana at the other place where may cause another traffic jam in the future. If they use the money to repair the roads or anything like helping Malaysian so that we have a good future and not only Malays or so-called bumiputra by ignoring the real aborigine people. 

Go Miri soon..

Few more days then go to Miri again.. Hope that my room won't full of spider web or cockroach or ants.. Back in Miri, gonna put my effort for the last semester there. Hope I will forget something or someone there after this semester, then I won't feel that he/she is a bad person.. *praying*

Curtin is so slow this semester, the timetable for engineering is not out yet while business already out! At least a draft timetable would be benefit us, the student. Also, the booklist for semester 2, 2010 not out yet! Wonder why they take so long.

Anyway, one month in KL, there's nothing much have done. Parents not letting me out by myself and I lazy to date friends and I ended up staying at home, growing fatty acids in my body.

The happiest thing is that I got the chance to enjoy the sweet durian before going to Miri. Dad bought a lots and all are so delicious, can't help but falling in love with them (durian).

This is just part of the durians which haven't opened. So, I really thank you my dad for buying me food..

Too be frank, I would be appreciate and happier if my money is spent on food and not other things which is not important in my life and being ordered to pay for the money without listening to my opinion..

Trip

Going oversea for a trip soon~

So happy.. XD

Buy things for friend, hope that it's a cool and happy trip..

Reach home.. Plan:-

First week: Sleep 24 hours until my sleeping time is recover.

The week after would be plan for other things.

Brother keep telling me this and that, really irritating though!

I must listen to what he said but he no need listen to what I said?

WTH?! He's not that good also in other part..

My way of expressing feeling, keep honning on the road and driving fast until there almost to have accident. That's the best way of expressing feeling.. Cool~!

Sleepless Night

LOL.. My plan to sleep for 4 hours vanished.. Reached home too late and lots of things to do..

What's the time now? It's almost 4am and I am still awake.. Woah! First time~

Gonna sleep in the afternoon later..

So excited for the sunrise later, scare cannot wake up and skip my sleep.. XD

Left pants and blanket to wash, this afternoon and tonight~~ Wooohooo~~

Gonna go back to KL soon!! Happy happy..

Free~

Free~~

At last final exam finish ady!! Haha.. Went out for a walk and food.. The food was so nice!!

X-Cuisine, the food there really nice.. Gonna miss it..

This morning, I should say sorry for someone which does not really close with since I would not have chance to meet him anymore. Well, I will pray my apologize to him so that he will hear that I just spoke out that phases just because I was too excited and no idea what I had talked about and wish him a great journey to Perth~ =)

Gonna do evaluate tomorrow. What a happy day~ ^^

Words..

Urgh, exam is coming, what have I done so far?

Geez..

Really unbearable on someone, it makes me feel irritating sometime and wanna help her sometime..

Zzzz..

What feeling is this?

Which of them is the real me?

I wish to have an answer..

Please tell me if you know..

I couldn't tolerate more that I must be there whenever she needs me but she will never think for the others, or maybe even worse..

Sigh, don't think too much on this kind of people, it makes me feel disappointed, deeply disappointed..

Whatever it is, good luck to myself in the coming exam, hope I could score good marks and able to answer all the question if possible~

Wesak Day..

Yesterday, Friday was Wesak Day. Went to Buddhist Society for the ceremony. It was my first and last time going if I go to Perth next year. It was nice and until yesterday only I realised the members are mostly from Civil Engineering. Haha..

Thursday night, because of the reason I was too sleepy, no more idea what to do and wanna back home, I cried for the first time in campus. Hope there's no next time. It was so embarrassing eventhough it's at night and no one around me. However, my eyes was so red and there's one chemical senior saw it. Urgh.. Zzz.. After that, I totally fell asleep and slept until going home.

Argh.. I am getting weird and weirder.. What to do? That's me..

PPE & MTO proj, PSD proj, PPE assignment 4 and lastly TP assignment.. Monday exam, Friday exam.. Assignments due on Thurs and Fri and presentation on Thursday. Urgh..

All the best, Liwen, you can do it~! :)

Bloody hell BANK!!

Damn the workers in the Bank who has been calling me for 2 years! WTH are they? From which bank? How can they ignore what a person told them. Can't they understand ENGLISH? Have to use Chinese when they use English or I use English when they speak Malay to communicate? Why they don't understand what I was talking about?

"You have the wrong number!" or "The person has changed his number!"

Can't they understand this level of English? That's so easy! It's impossible for their English level to be lower than mine!

Ignore the phone call, lots people will say that. However, when you receive one call, they will keep calling NON-STOP!!! There must be a day when I explode and scold them but I wish that day will not be coming as scolding people do hurt myself. I have no need to hurt myself because of this reason. How can there be a person who has no manner to what other people told him/her? Don't they know how to respect one person? They should learn, no, is they MUST!

Whatever it is, just forget forget and forgive, hope I could forget and forgive everything and keep going with what I do. Good luck, Percy, you can do it~!

What a brother.. Zzz..

TJR won in the Imagine Cup 2010 for "The Best Implementation Multipoint" with RM 2,000. Congrats to him! Anyway, I asked him to buy only one type of chocolate from Langkawi and he bought the choco without almonds. Gee..! Mom mentioned: he did buy some other expensive chocolate to treat his friends. o.O bad brother, gonna bully him when back to KL later! Don't care for his victory or anything else.. Don't care don't care. Never leave the best for the family members or me and yet always asking me to treat him KFC or accompanying him to Time Square or any other shopping centers when he's alone. And why did I follow him? Zzz.. Only spend the money on computers and friends. Sigh!! Complain complain everywhere.. Such a messy feeling. Anyway, wish him luck in the next competition together with CY and again congratz to him~

Funny Me

I was so funny today.

I was searching everywhere in my room for my keys in the morning..

Then I gave up searching it and went off to campus..

However, when I reached campus, I found out that the thing which made me feel so nervous in the morning was inside my pocket!

Woah! I had been searching for it for few minutes and it was inside my pocket!

Zzz.. How confusing and unfocused I was.. LOL

Can't believe myself for doing so!! LOL..

I was really funny!!

As a Leader

Leader, what is a leader? The person who lead a team or group?

Who is a leader? Who should be one?

For me, a leader should be someone:

1. Responsible

2. Smart

3. Good communication skill

4. Good time management

5. Diligent

However, I have none of the skill mentioned but why I am still being assigned as a leader?

Geez! I don't really like being a leader after all, have to think where, when to meeting and what to do during meeting. Sigh, why do I need to think of those things? I have no idea at all! Not really hate it, just don't like to be one..

I love being someone who always help at the back stage, but still there are times where I disappointed my team members. Argh..!! I don't like being a leader as well as a disappointed member.. Start changing my habit now? Will it be in time? Hope so.. But don't think so after delaying the work for Luwee for weeks.. Will she be angry, sad, or even depress with me?

Gotta be busy for few weeks but will still visit here often, my lovely blog~

Starting to Hate Myself

Although I was once hated myself so deeply, now I think I hate myself even more.

Couldn't finish my task on time and, keep delaying it.

Argh..!! Sigh....!!

I really don't like doing research, Humph...

So sad so sad, and all mid term results are like, 'what I have been doing?' o.O

Should start focusing on study, focus 100%.. o.O

All the best to myself and hope there will be no result lesser than 75 this year~ =) Good luck~!

Unpredictable Results..

12 May, Wednesday.. Today is Zing Tien's Birthday~ Wish her Happy Birthday again here~ Cooked the sweet potatoes soup for her.. Hmm, I'm not sure whether will that taste nice for her or not but to be frank, I hope she will feel a bit better after the incident of her sister. That's why, cook sweet sweet soup for her.. ^^

No idea why I am so sleepy today until I couldn't receive what lecturers have taught. So sleeepy~~

As informed by lecturer, this week is already week 10 (actually week 9) and I still have 3 projects waiting to be done. Hmm, MTO & PPE combined project, TP assignment, and PSD project. Woah, how to finish them in just 2 weeks left? And test for certain subjects are coming too~ How to manage my time? I need time to rest! I couldn't focus on study in a short period of time!! What to do??!!

Today, got back my MTO test 1 result, only 27/50 which is fail for me. Sigh, I wonder, if MTO test is this low mark, what will be my result for PPE and TP? Gotta be very ugly.. Urgh.. How? I don't want my CWA to be lower and lower.. However, I also don't want to study!! Argh..!! Hate it hate it!! We were born to study but yet, I don't wish to study. Why was I born? Sigh? Don't sigh, have to smile, laugh as "happy go lucky"~ ^^

3 projects to be done by next 2 weeks if possible~ My PSD, please let me go through you safely~ Thanks and Love all these subjects~ Seriously, love everyone and everything~

Gotta focus now~ All the best to me~ =)

A Great Day

Friday, 7 May 2010, is really a great day to me although there is some minor problem happened in the morning which is about the MTO and PPE combine project meeting. It's really hard to be a leader. I hate being one though, I prefer being a person who always help people at the back. When organizing a meeting when there's no need and wasting the time to go to campus, I am seriously a failure. Don't care..

Afternoon, went to the Buddhist Society for the Metta Sharing. It's more like meditation. That's the main point, I have wanting to learn at least how to do meditation because I need it to calm myself and relaxing. Thank you my mentor and Luwee for that teaching and learning. I really enjoyed it and learn something new about Buddhist.

Went to PC fair in indoor stadium in Miri and bought a new Sensonic ear phone in blue colour, that's so nice!! XD Ate Sushi King and Korean food that day and waste almost RM200 in just a day! Wow!!

Really enjoy this day! I don't want to think about what I've done wrong or whatever but I seriously need to learn to be responsible! Learn to relax and be calm..

Great day ahead.. =)

Feeling uneasy

Until now only I realise, I did not learn anything from the place or person I should learnt from. I was like, learning from the beginning only before the exam is near. Hmph.. Although I know that there's a lot people outside thinking me as a lazy person of stupid and not willing to group with me. Well, maybe that's just what I thought. I have always asking what others think of me and since most of them are my close friends, they can't even tell the truth.

Sigh? Don't sigh~

I still have a long way to go.. I should now changing the way of my life and my habits. All have to be changed. However, I have no idea why I am so lazy to change or is it I am just finding excuses to run away from changing myself? Maybe..

What should I do????

Good Day~

Hmm, I have no idea what day is today but the date is 5 May 2010 where 05 + 05 = 10. Haha.. I keep laughing today and have no idea why. It must be a good day for me to laugh non-stop.. XD

Morning, MS lecture was only half and hour. Then were the TP lecture, ESD tutorial, MTO lecture and MS tutorial. The most interesting part today is during the ESD tutorial. It's the presentation time. There are 9 groups in this tutorial time and each of us explained on our task 1 and task 2. Well, the title discussed is as below:

1. Thermal desalination

2. Hydro power and Solar power (Renewable energy)

3. Biomass & biofuel

4. Carbon capture & storage (CCS)

5. Plastic bag vs paper bag

6. Fossil fuel & biomass

7. Biogas & biodiesel (Renewable energy)

8. Biofuel vs fossil fuel

9. Nuclear power & Uranium mining

All the topics are so interesting but I don't really like these kind of articles even though I am a chemical engineering student. However, there will be times for me to do research on all of these.

About the presentation, my group weren't prepared well and I don't even have the speech and only read through the slides which is really not good at all. Marks might be very low due to my performance. And, my presentation was last week. I totally relieved and forgot about it after it finished. Today, mostly are the seniors who presented and they are so well-prepared where I could learn from them but I choose not to. They might have their way or doing presentation and so do I. Anyway, there's a group wearing formal today. Haha! They looked so smart in those clothes. XD I really love to see people wearing formal especially guys. They really look smart and handsome in doing so just like my brother. Haha.. Miss my family members!

Have to rush the ESD task 2 by tonight and hopefully can finish it by tomorrow. Not hopefully but a must~ All the best~~!! =)

New Day~

Finished and handed in the PSD Assignment 2 on Monday (yesterday), and went to the karate class at 7.30pm at night. I was so tired that I fell asleep at 11pm last night and had done nothing about my assignment as I planned. Thus, I have slept for a total of 8 hours along with my alarm started snoozing from 4.00am. I am so sad for myself for doing nothing at all. There'll be 2 assignments due on Thursday and Friday each and yet I haven't finished the Friday's.

What have I done during last weekend, I kept on asking myself and I got no answer. Maybe played too much? Watched too much of variety show? It can't be! I just started to download the korean variety show on Sunday or even Monday's afternoon. I might have been reading something unrelated to my studies again. Sigh.. I have to keep up with my study now but still, I am like, "what am I doing all day long" or "what have I done in this week/semester?". These really tiring..

ESD task 2, MS group report, PSD project, TP project, PPE & MTO combined project... Sigh sigh sigh.. I thought I will never have any worry for my assignments and project but now, I seriously worry about them cause they are all involving group work. Don't care first, I always telling myself but now I can't! I have responsible to do my own work! I have to grow up and have responsibility. I am not a child always. So, that all for today's.

Anyway, wanna update something here about the Curtin's cafeteria.

There's a new stall opening soon in cafe and it's from the stall outside which is...

Haha.. Hope all the student & staff will be enjoying the food~ XD

VCF Talk

Today is Friday, when I was in the talk, I thought that today is Saturday~

Well, let's talk about the talk. It's a Christianity talk. I bet lots of people will think, why do I this Buddhist go to the Christianity talk. Hmm, actually, I don't mind going to these place and don't care what others think about me. I just want to know more about other religious because I believe that whatever the religious is, the god is the same. They lead us to the same path in different religion. That's my belief.

About the talk
It about "Who, what and how is Jesus Christ" by Rev. Dr. Eddy (forgot his full name actually). I learnt something there though. It's good to apply in life. I can't really remember what he was talking, but the point is that, if you believe a thing, you will have faith in it and in the end, you will trust it with all your life. That's the main lesson tonight. I really enjoy the talk and enjoy the singing session. Haha.. Maybe I haven't sing for a very long time already.

Before and after the talk
Before the talk, when sitting in the lecture hall, I was like so excited and no idea why. Maybe it's too cold. But then, my senior, YeeHao suddenly talked to me, I was really shocked because we never talked or greeted with each other before. He mentioned about he forgot how ShuLing looks like. Well, it's normal,right? No people will care about others as what I do. Haha.. Whatever~ I was already shocked for him to talk to me so, whatever~ :)

After the talk, the girl sitting beside me, named Yvonne(don't know how to spell) explained everything about Christian to me and what the rev. father had talked about during the talk. Anyway, it's good to study more about Christian but it's just a understand and knowledge to me because I kind of like the story in the bible (of course my Buddhist's story also). I forgot about the questions they asked in a paper. Just remember that I answer something funny which is really inside my heart. Then, refreshment time~ I didn't eat anything because no feeling of hungriness. Then talk talk talk, everything is about Christian. It's nice to get more knowledge. After that, Yvonne brought lots of things to me which I would not like to own them, but still I received them since she gave me with all her sincerity (I think). After that, talk to a junior named Jeremiah, the one who come from UWA. Then Miss Hannah and Monica Zing Man. Haha..

It's just a enjoyable night~ Having fun and see more people~ Good thing, good thing~

What am I doing?

I have my ESD presentation today~ Not really done well since I was not well prepared. Lots of mistakes and wrong pronunciation and looking at the slides. I was seriously very nervous but don't care about it now. It's passed and now I'm temporary free~ Yay~~
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Some of the time, I really could not understand what myself is thinking at all. I have always try to please everyone and I really hate myself for doing so!

This case happened again and I promised to myself before that I will never borrow my laptop charger to her anymore but yet I still borrow to her and I don't want to mention her name. Damn! What the hell am I doing? Why do I have to please someone every time? There is no need for me to do so!

Well, I would like to remind myself again what happen to her laptop charger and how she used it.

As we know, every time if we use the laptop, we would remove our battery and only use the charger but she isn't. She uses both at the same time like use the battery until it almost empty and recharge it. The way of using the charger and battery at the same time is weird for me but I do believe there are people do so and I should not say anything about it. And now both her battery and charger are spoil which means that her charger can only fix to one position when using and the battery can only reach 70% maximum. What a funny thing!

Every wednesday she will bring her laptop to campus and borrow the charger from me. I have no idea at all for the reason I borrow her. I am so scared that my charger would spoil too because I seldom move it. The main reason is that we bought and own the laptop in the same years which I think is around 2 and a half years, but her equipments spoil while mine still can be used. Well, can imagine how she uses her laptop. Woah!

Well, I think it's time for me to be frank to her and ask her to buy herself a new laptop charger instead of borrowing from me. :) Chill, percy, let it be~~ :)

Thought part 1

Most of the time I treat myself as a lazy person. Today, I still have lots of things to be done. Tomorrow with the Mass Transfer Operation (MTO) mid term, then Wednesday the Engineering Sustainable Development (ESD) presentation.

At this very last minute before the mid term tmr morning, I am rushing for all the lecture notes and tutorial problem. I really consider myself as very very lazy for studying at this very last minute without knowing what I am studying/revising. I am such a failure person but I don't think myself as one, because this is me. I could change my own attitude but I choose not to. There are few reasons and I will write it down to convince my friend.

Today, seeing LuWee and SiaoFong doing the Hysys, I suddenly feel so sorry to my previous group members and the group members now. I have always delayed the progress of doing assignment or project and always being confused on what I am doing. I feel so sorry for them. Frankly, if there is a chance, I would really want to apologize for what I have been doing for the pass few years and this semester to them. I am so scare that they would hate me in slowing down the as which it should be done.

Today, shuling said something about the grouping with other member and analyse what the pro and cons. Well, I would say, I will analyse the members which I had grouping with before next time if I still remember. After hearing what she said, I felt that myself is really like, "let it be", everything will be fine. I wonder what other members which I grouped with before think of me? I wish to know what they are thinking to change myself if needed. Seriously wish to.

I seriously miss Eleena, wanted to find her in msn and chat to know how she is but when the time I am free, she's never on. Sigh.. ><"

Study first, continue next time~ :)