VCF Talk

Today is Friday, when I was in the talk, I thought that today is Saturday~

Well, let's talk about the talk. It's a Christianity talk. I bet lots of people will think, why do I this Buddhist go to the Christianity talk. Hmm, actually, I don't mind going to these place and don't care what others think about me. I just want to know more about other religious because I believe that whatever the religious is, the god is the same. They lead us to the same path in different religion. That's my belief.

About the talk
It about "Who, what and how is Jesus Christ" by Rev. Dr. Eddy (forgot his full name actually). I learnt something there though. It's good to apply in life. I can't really remember what he was talking, but the point is that, if you believe a thing, you will have faith in it and in the end, you will trust it with all your life. That's the main lesson tonight. I really enjoy the talk and enjoy the singing session. Haha.. Maybe I haven't sing for a very long time already.

Before and after the talk
Before the talk, when sitting in the lecture hall, I was like so excited and no idea why. Maybe it's too cold. But then, my senior, YeeHao suddenly talked to me, I was really shocked because we never talked or greeted with each other before. He mentioned about he forgot how ShuLing looks like. Well, it's normal,right? No people will care about others as what I do. Haha.. Whatever~ I was already shocked for him to talk to me so, whatever~ :)

After the talk, the girl sitting beside me, named Yvonne(don't know how to spell) explained everything about Christian to me and what the rev. father had talked about during the talk. Anyway, it's good to study more about Christian but it's just a understand and knowledge to me because I kind of like the story in the bible (of course my Buddhist's story also). I forgot about the questions they asked in a paper. Just remember that I answer something funny which is really inside my heart. Then, refreshment time~ I didn't eat anything because no feeling of hungriness. Then talk talk talk, everything is about Christian. It's nice to get more knowledge. After that, Yvonne brought lots of things to me which I would not like to own them, but still I received them since she gave me with all her sincerity (I think). After that, talk to a junior named Jeremiah, the one who come from UWA. Then Miss Hannah and Monica Zing Man. Haha..

It's just a enjoyable night~ Having fun and see more people~ Good thing, good thing~

What am I doing?

I have my ESD presentation today~ Not really done well since I was not well prepared. Lots of mistakes and wrong pronunciation and looking at the slides. I was seriously very nervous but don't care about it now. It's passed and now I'm temporary free~ Yay~~
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Some of the time, I really could not understand what myself is thinking at all. I have always try to please everyone and I really hate myself for doing so!

This case happened again and I promised to myself before that I will never borrow my laptop charger to her anymore but yet I still borrow to her and I don't want to mention her name. Damn! What the hell am I doing? Why do I have to please someone every time? There is no need for me to do so!

Well, I would like to remind myself again what happen to her laptop charger and how she used it.

As we know, every time if we use the laptop, we would remove our battery and only use the charger but she isn't. She uses both at the same time like use the battery until it almost empty and recharge it. The way of using the charger and battery at the same time is weird for me but I do believe there are people do so and I should not say anything about it. And now both her battery and charger are spoil which means that her charger can only fix to one position when using and the battery can only reach 70% maximum. What a funny thing!

Every wednesday she will bring her laptop to campus and borrow the charger from me. I have no idea at all for the reason I borrow her. I am so scared that my charger would spoil too because I seldom move it. The main reason is that we bought and own the laptop in the same years which I think is around 2 and a half years, but her equipments spoil while mine still can be used. Well, can imagine how she uses her laptop. Woah!

Well, I think it's time for me to be frank to her and ask her to buy herself a new laptop charger instead of borrowing from me. :) Chill, percy, let it be~~ :)

Thought part 1

Most of the time I treat myself as a lazy person. Today, I still have lots of things to be done. Tomorrow with the Mass Transfer Operation (MTO) mid term, then Wednesday the Engineering Sustainable Development (ESD) presentation.

At this very last minute before the mid term tmr morning, I am rushing for all the lecture notes and tutorial problem. I really consider myself as very very lazy for studying at this very last minute without knowing what I am studying/revising. I am such a failure person but I don't think myself as one, because this is me. I could change my own attitude but I choose not to. There are few reasons and I will write it down to convince my friend.

Today, seeing LuWee and SiaoFong doing the Hysys, I suddenly feel so sorry to my previous group members and the group members now. I have always delayed the progress of doing assignment or project and always being confused on what I am doing. I feel so sorry for them. Frankly, if there is a chance, I would really want to apologize for what I have been doing for the pass few years and this semester to them. I am so scare that they would hate me in slowing down the as which it should be done.

Today, shuling said something about the grouping with other member and analyse what the pro and cons. Well, I would say, I will analyse the members which I had grouping with before next time if I still remember. After hearing what she said, I felt that myself is really like, "let it be", everything will be fine. I wonder what other members which I grouped with before think of me? I wish to know what they are thinking to change myself if needed. Seriously wish to.

I seriously miss Eleena, wanted to find her in msn and chat to know how she is but when the time I am free, she's never on. Sigh.. ><"

Study first, continue next time~ :)