What am I doing?

I have my ESD presentation today~ Not really done well since I was not well prepared. Lots of mistakes and wrong pronunciation and looking at the slides. I was seriously very nervous but don't care about it now. It's passed and now I'm temporary free~ Yay~~
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Some of the time, I really could not understand what myself is thinking at all. I have always try to please everyone and I really hate myself for doing so!

This case happened again and I promised to myself before that I will never borrow my laptop charger to her anymore but yet I still borrow to her and I don't want to mention her name. Damn! What the hell am I doing? Why do I have to please someone every time? There is no need for me to do so!

Well, I would like to remind myself again what happen to her laptop charger and how she used it.

As we know, every time if we use the laptop, we would remove our battery and only use the charger but she isn't. She uses both at the same time like use the battery until it almost empty and recharge it. The way of using the charger and battery at the same time is weird for me but I do believe there are people do so and I should not say anything about it. And now both her battery and charger are spoil which means that her charger can only fix to one position when using and the battery can only reach 70% maximum. What a funny thing!

Every wednesday she will bring her laptop to campus and borrow the charger from me. I have no idea at all for the reason I borrow her. I am so scared that my charger would spoil too because I seldom move it. The main reason is that we bought and own the laptop in the same years which I think is around 2 and a half years, but her equipments spoil while mine still can be used. Well, can imagine how she uses her laptop. Woah!

Well, I think it's time for me to be frank to her and ask her to buy herself a new laptop charger instead of borrowing from me. :) Chill, percy, let it be~~ :)