Most of the time I treat myself as a lazy person. Today, I still have lots of things to be done. Tomorrow with the Mass Transfer Operation (MTO) mid term, then Wednesday the Engineering Sustainable Development (ESD) presentation.
At this very last minute before the mid term tmr morning, I am rushing for all the lecture notes and tutorial problem. I really consider myself as very very lazy for studying at this very last minute without knowing what I am studying/revising. I am such a failure person but I don't think myself as one, because this is me. I could change my own attitude but I choose not to. There are few reasons and I will write it down to convince my friend.
Today, seeing LuWee and SiaoFong doing the Hysys, I suddenly feel so sorry to my previous group members and the group members now. I have always delayed the progress of doing assignment or project and always being confused on what I am doing. I feel so sorry for them. Frankly, if there is a chance, I would really want to apologize for what I have been doing for the pass few years and this semester to them. I am so scare that they would hate me in slowing down the as which it should be done.
Today, shuling said something about the grouping with other member and analyse what the pro and cons. Well, I would say, I will analyse the members which I had grouping with before next time if I still remember. After hearing what she said, I felt that myself is really like, "let it be", everything will be fine. I wonder what other members which I grouped with before think of me? I wish to know what they are thinking to change myself if needed. Seriously wish to.
I seriously miss Eleena, wanted to find her in msn and chat to know how she is but when the time I am free, she's never on. Sigh.. ><"
Study first, continue next time~ :)
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